Stuff, the trilogy

I'm tired. I should go to bed but I don't want to. If I still had my little copen I'd grab the keys, put the roof down and just go for a drive. I miss that. It probably sounds nuts putting the roof down at night but it's fantastic! Particularly on a night like tonight when the sky is so clear and the stars just shine. Its beautiful. It used to help me relax and just escape from the daily stuff for a while. As soon as I can I'm getting another convertible.
I'm not sure where my life is heading just now. On one hand things could go great or they could come crashing down, I just don't know. The other day I put up a fairly cryptic tweet and a really close friend miss-read what it was about. Thought it was about them. Just like that things changed. They felt let down, hurt. Luckily we managed to sort things out but it showed me just how easy it is to lose the people and things that matter to you. It's all so fragile yet at the same time I think it brought us closer.
Someone close to me is going through a lot just now. I want to be there for them but they won't let me in. There's nothing I can do about it. It's their choice. Maybe they'll change their mind but I doubt it. All I can do is be there if they need me and hope that they pull through. Their trying not to show how much they're hurting but I can see it. I hope they pull through. Anyway, enough depressing drivel from me, I really ought to go get some sleep. Just before I go though, this may be the last blog from this phone! Why? Because I'm hoping to get a new one in the next couple of days! A brand new Blackberry Torch! Can't wait! Anyway, until then, cya later!